sick to death of exams and revision and being on my own. i can’t wait until this week is over. i’m feeling pretty lonely at the moment, study leave is dull and i’m conscious of what i should be doing all the time. i feel guilty when i’m not sticking to my schedule. this isn’t like me at all. i can’t wait to get back to shopping on saturdays, early morning runs, sunbathing on free periods, eating well, alcohol, wasting time, sailing, meeting friends, birthdays, it being ok to sit in my duvet texting for hours, napping, watching films and everything that i feel like doing. i really do love the subjects i do at college but i’m worn out. too motivated and dedicated for my own good.